Well, I don't know where to begin. I feel like things are just falling apart all around me. There's been so much going on lately, I haven't had a chance to post, or even scrap. So many deadlines, with school, work, home, etc. But most of all my heart is hurting right now. My aunt, Lolita who lives in Brazil is dying from Breast Cancer. I can't express how sad and hurt I am over this. But what's worse, is that my dad, her younger brother, is there with her right now, and they haven't seen each other in over 20 years, and she doesn't even know he's there. What's also sad is that she has a 10 year old daughter Lynn, who's going to be left without a mom.It's breaking my heart, just thinking about it. I guess I needed to write it down so I can put it somewhere because it can't fit in my heart or mind any longer.
Why does God take the good people? My aunt is an amazing person, so strong, and so beautiful. She's been battling this horrendous disease for a few years, and she stayed so positive about it, and had such hope, even I started hoping too. But I guess I should've known it would get her in the end. I've already lost two aunts, and a cousin to cancer. I HATE CANCER